Tuesday, April 21, 2015

Poetry Slam at Milner Library - April 24, 5:00 P.M.


In a few days, to see out the "Envisioning Poetry" exhibit, a final musical performance/poetry reading will take place this Thursday at 5:00 on the second floor of Milner Library at Illinois State University. I, along with some other cool people, will be reading and performing their own original works and it'll be a real fun time. If you can make it and want to feel cultured, you're cordially invited. It is free, to my knowledge, and the actual readings will take place around 5:15. The whole event shouldn't take more then an hour and a half. Hope to see a bunch of people there!

Sunday, March 22, 2015

Poetry/Art Exhibit at ISU

A few months ago, I submitted the poem "Candles and Ink" into the art history club as part of a collaboration set in our school library. I hadn't heard from them in awhile, so I figured they were still planning the set pieces. Tonight, however, as I was buying a bagel and some milk, I saw a new set of pieces lining the walls of the library. Lo and behold, my piece was hanging with it's companion sculpture, of which was my first time seeing. This is really amazing, and the art piece (titled "Sifted Clamp") is incredible. I'm so pleased to see it up and I figured I should share immediately. Thank you to the art history club for this collaboration, and special thanks to Jeremy Lampe who created the sculpture. To say I'm excited would be an understatement. I'm not used to my pieces being recognized like this, so my gratitude is tremendous. :)













Sunday, March 15, 2015

Mint Chocolates and Morality Debates

Pretty much sums up my night in the title, with the addition of pajamas and the faint smell of tobacco from my roommate's most recent creation. I've just returned to the university from my spring break over the last week which turned out to be long and very relaxing. It was a much needed vacation, although now there is much work to be done.

However, before I begin any of this important work, I've decided to pass the time before I decide to sleep with some Youtube videos and I came across an interesting debate between Matt Dillahunty, former president of the Atheist Community of Austin and a popular public speaker/debater over religious topics, and Father Hans Jacobse, an Orthodox Priest who also speaks and debates religious affairs as well as edits the website Orthodoxy Today. The two discussed morality and whether or not God was a key component when considering moral choices and lifestyles, with Dillahunty arguing that He is not and Jacobse arguing that he is. I've been following Dillahunty for the past few months over YouTube mainly and I've ultimately agreed with many of his expressed opinions, and the same can be said for his position in this debate. However, one thing that caught me off guard was Jacobse's position, who seemed to formulate the argument around the stance that the bible as a work of fiction told more truth that if it was taken literally. This means he was not a biblical literalist, yet he still believed that God was the creator of the universe and human morality. The fact that he wasn't a literalist yet still a believer isn't what threw me off, however. There are plenty of Christians who recognize the bible as fictitious yet still believe in a deity. What really caught my interest was the formulation of his arguments. He seemed to heavily imply that it was purely the beauty of the bible's stories that offered even more truth than any non-fiction story due to its affect on your inner self or something like that. I worry that I'm butchering his arguments, but at the same time I'm not even sure if he fully comprehends what he's talking about. He was also convinced that this post-modernist age was in a war with "competing moral visions," which I believe I agree with, but then at around an hour or so into the debate he makes a large claim that secularist lifestyles lead only towards bloodshed and Holocausts. Unfortunately for him, this didn't please the audience very well and he quickly fell into a hole.

By talking about Father Jacobse on here, my goal is not to poke fun at him, but instead just to share this very vague yet interesting standpoint on the issue of morality. I've never really seen anything like it, and by the end he tried to twist it into a message involving pornography and music.  I tended to find his positions less frustrating and more comical yet very intruiging and I thought I'd share it here. However, what did frustrate me was his blatant misunderstanding and misrepresentation of atheism, which is all too common in these sorts of formal debates. I felt Dillahunty handled it well though, and while it wasn't one of his most exciting debates, Father Jacobse definitely made the experience unique and entertaining. If you have two hours to spare and feel like watching formal religious debates, I highly recommend this particular one.

The full debate: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WJl1mpTqj-o

Monday, February 23, 2015

Princess

In armor sewn with dragon scales

Within walls of diamond and metal

Surrounded by armies mounted on valleys

A tender soul that won’t settle.

Sunday, February 22, 2015

Shout-outs to Cool People! Also, Small Updates.

Lately a few friends of mine have started projects on the internet that I'm really excited to see progress, and I figured they needed some attention to help them on their way. This may not be much, but its a way for them to get their names out in the open.

If you're a fan of let's plays on Youtube, then my friend Drake has started a channel with that exact purpose! The Mallard Gamer is currently tempting his fate in the popular horror game Five Nights at Freddy's and has a lot of plans for gaming in the future. He also posts daily vlogs to keep up with news and updates and has plans to host charity live streams. You can find him at the link below, or go onto YouTube and search for Mallard Gamer.

Mallard Gamer: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_uool6CvLWnlTGLb1IQOFw

The second channel I want to recommend is madamPHORIC, also on YouTube. She has just started vlogging on her brand new channel and has possible plans for future let's plays and other collaborations. Her channel is even newer than Mallard's but shows just as much promise in my opinion.

madamPHORIC: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvLRCvT5t19xRgnpGQ0-gcQ

Again, both of these channels are really good friends of mine and I really can't wait to see their channels grow. Please go show some support for them by subscribing or even leaving a like for one of their videos.

As for me, I'm currently in the process of a few minor projects. Underneath schoolwork, I'm also writing a few songs which I'll hopefully record and eventually share onto here. On top of that, I'm also starting a very rough draft for a short novel I wish to write. I'm still working out many of the kinks and dents in the layout, but the idea is slowly fleshing out and I'm excited to see where it goes!

Tuesday, February 17, 2015

Poor Internet, Newspapers, and Schoolwork.

First off, I'd like to apologize to anyone who plays Guns of Icarus Online whose crew I was a part of and I have disconnected from. For the past few weeks I've been having internet troubles at my university that forces me to disconnect from every game that I attempt to join. Even worse, lately the school's networks have been demanding a sign-in process for any wireless use, which would be fine if a) it worked consistently and b) I actually stayed connected when attempting to play any game on the internet. As one can guess, neither are the case. I am a little tender currently as I was just forced out of a 4v4 deathmatch within the first five minutes of gameplay, and to anyone who plays GoIO know, this is not only incredibly frustrating but also detrimental to the crew of the ship. So once again, for what it means, apologies to everyone who I have unwillingly abandoned.

As promised, I come with news concerning the result of the interview as well as the position in question. Before my winter break in December, I had applied as a writer for the Black Sheep, a satirical newspaper that centers itself around a number of universities, ISU included. They took interest in my application and requested a few writing samples, which I completed and submitted within the dates that they were due. I may post the articles here at some point, but probably not until closer to the spring.

On an earlier post, I described the second interview process for the position that included an embarrassing yet humorous story (or at least I believed so) and ended with ambiguity as to where I stood as far as obtaining the position. To my disappointment, they decided not to accept me into their ranks as a writer through a formal e-mail. There are no hard or venomous feelings towards them, and I understand their position. However, this now leaves me without a job or any sort of volunteer position. Still, I am confident I will find something suitable for me.

For now, I'm playing things by year. I just had inspiration for a possible book idea involving a robot and a creator, but I'm not sure if this inspiration will last long enough for me to at least write a rough draft. As far as poems and stories go, they will not appear as quickly and closely-packed as they have lately. A majority of the works I shared were older poems I had used for other outlets. This does not mean I will stop writing them, however, and one should expect more in the comings months. Until then, let us hope the weather decides to warm itself soon.

Tuesday, February 10, 2015

Oblivion

The days and the nights never end
The pendulum freezes in its place
The air is filled with yesterday
I have stopped the world.

Time is nothing to me
Gravity succumbs to reality
Power in impossibility
I have stopped the world.

The starts have abandoned us
The moon breaks free and runs
Fire fills my lungs in sleep
Please, please, stop the world.


This world is falling apart, but Earth will never change.